HEY!! So I just got back from Hawaii in March and I met this guy and he wants to have a long distance relationship...I don't know if I want to!! LOL but I will look into it...Anyways, I got accepted to Next Step Prep which is an intense acting, dancing and singing 6-week course in Montana. I am so super excited! I am going to be a professional actress!! I cannot wait! I will definitely remember all of my awesome friends when I am rich and famous!! How could I not?? They were all so awesome! I love all of my amazing friends!! :D

Jake...

So, Jake and I aren't getting back together. He likes someone else. I'm not happy about it but I am going to pretend to be happy for him. My feelings don't matter where other people are involved. I don't care about me I really only want him to be happy and not feel like he made me sad or depressed even though he did but I guess I'll get over it. Everyone else does right? I'll get through it one way or another. I am just getting to know myself so I am really confused right now but I'll get through it.

Jake...again

So, Jake and I broke up after two months of going out but he says he still loves me and that he still wants to go out with me and stuff but he says that he just wants to be a kid and stuff and besides his parents really really don't like me and he says that if they know that he had gone out with different people and had played the field a little that they would be more accepting of me and so i agreed and we broke up although, to tell you the truth we had hung out with his best friend Mike and quite honestly, I think that Mike influenced Jake to break up with me. But Jake claims he still loves me and I know that I am still in love with him so I guess it's ok and Jake says that we are definitely going to get back together. I am not positive that I believe him but whatever. Anyways, that's really all I had to say.

Jake...

I am in love. I love Jake all the way. I love how he is and I love his personality. He is just awesome. I also love his voice. It's so comforting! Ok, so yesterday when I went to dance I was like, no very good. I had no energy whatsoever and then I realized that it was because I hadn't talked to Jake on Tuesday or Wednesday night. I talk to him almost every night. He just makes me so happy! So then when I talked to him last night I was way tired but it was still really nice to hear his voice. Then, this morning I had dance practice at six and since I talked to him last night I was like almost hyper! And I did really good on the routine and my spins (which is good for me because I am really bad at spinning!) and now we are ready for our performance tomorrow night! Well, I love you Jake. For whenever you read this and I hope I see you soon! :)

Our last dance!

It's so sad! This is going to be our last dance! Mostly because Sonia and her husband are going on a mission so they have to sell the building...but for the floorshow we are going to do the gold Cha-Cha! I am so totally excited! We have lifts and drops and dips and spins and all the fun stuff that comes with open coreographing! I really wish that Jake could come but of course he has school. I lost a bet the other day and now Jake gets to read my journal *scowl*...I guess I will just have to make a new one. An improved one...even though the dance is going to be fun, I really really hate getting up at 5:20 to practice! One of the drops, we had to do over and over and over again! It totally killed the one leg muscle! I think I pulled it...not sure but it hurts! I started following Robert today! WOO-HOO! Robert is funny on his blog!

Been a while!

Haha it's been a while! Well tonight is the Homeschool Prom and I am pretty excited to go! I am going to wear a green floor-length dress that is super pretty. O ya, by the way I am going out with this awesome boy from Utah. He is so sweet but he can't come down for prom which is a total bummer. Originally, he was going to but his parents ended up saying no, and seeing as how he can't drive yet he kind of needed his parents to say yes in order to come. So, I am going to Prom without a date which is fine with me! Last night my brother finally got the courage to ask a girl to Prom so he has a date and most of my other friends have dates but not me! I think it's weird to go with a date anyways. So I have been totally sucking at school lately, although I am not quite sure why! I really hate the online school though, I really prefer either homeschool or private! I think that I might go to a private school next year! I am pretty darn excited! Well, I will probably update either tomorrow or Monday about the dance, so anticipate it!

Surprise!

Surprise Surprise! I have a valentine! Yay! An plus I bought the cutest dress for the valentines ball (keyword BALL) but it is a strapless black number so I have to go into town to get a shrug or something because I am not about to wear an immodest dress to the dance of the year! I am not sure what to get my valentine though! I was thinking about chocolates and a kiss on the cheek or something like that so ya but I am super excited for it! I don't quite know how to do my hair though...I have some ideas but I don't think they would look right with the dress...maybe I'll just put it up somehow...well anyway, I will keep filling you in about everything anyway bye!

Birthday!

Yay! I am fourteen!!! My birthday was yesterday and I got three pairs of cute earrings and two bracelets and a necklace. I am also going to get a video camera but the store didn't ship it in time for my birthday so we are going to check on it and I will post a video of me on here as soon as I can. Right now we are trying to sell our puppies, sometimes I get so frusterated because no one wants to buy them but they are purebred Icelandic Sheepdog and they are super adorable but I guess it's their loss if they don't want a puppy! They are all super sweet and we have three mellow ones and one super-high-energy-bouncing-off-the-walls type puppy and one in between super duper smart puppy who gets out of every fence that we have but is super awesome and will be perfect for someone who is up for a challenge. She is very independent and the rest like to be with someone all the time but she is fine by herself. She just needs a secure fence! Anyway, that's all that I have time for! But I will certainly post as soon as I have anymore news! BTW there is a valentine's dance that I am super excited about and I can't wait for it! (Not that I am going to have a valentine but that's ok!)

The New Year's Dance

The dance was a BLAST!! It was so much fun! ok so we did freestyle swing for our performance and it was so cool because we were going all over the place!! So then Celeste and I tried to walk over to the Hart Building where the other lamo dance was being held but we couldn't find it because it was dark and we thought we knew where it was but we obviously didn't because we never found it...then we were linking arms because it was cold and we were sort of scared, anyway, Celeste slipped and so did I because we were hooked onto each other and when Celeste fell her knee hit a really sharp patch of ice and she cut her knee o[en and blood was running down her lag and even though it looked really gross it looked even worse when it didn't have the blood running down her leg!! Anyway we got back to the studio just in time for my performance I had about five minutes to get ready and get my makeup done and be downstairs holding the arm of my partner and ready to go onto the stage which normally takes me about half an hour to do. So when I was finally ready I was sort of late and we were just about to walk on but I made it in time. And then I was wearing a pink dress that my friend lent me but it was really hurting my neck so I changed into another one which was way cute! I really enjoyed this dance and the next one is the Valentine's Dance which Joseph promised to be at so I am counting on that he is there. He owes me a dance!! I hope that for that performance we can do a real Swing that is organized with a jelly roll and a windmill and everything!! Well, that's all I have for today but I will post again soon!

The New Year's Dance

I am so excited for the New Year's dance because we are going to perform the swing! I cannot wait! It's on Wednesday night at eight and I am giong to ask Nicole if I can borrow her dress. It's really pretty, pink and sparkly with jewels on it. It's floor-length but a little low but that doesn't matter. I love the dress and I cannot wait until we perform. I think that I am going to try to meet a friend of mine there in Rexburg because I have a Christmas present for him. I think that maybe I will be able to meet him halfway from his dance and mine and give it to him...even though it will be freezing outside...right now it's not that bad about I'd say 36 degrees or so. We had rain today instead of snow because the temperature was really high. it melted almost a foot of the snow that we have! I couldn't beleive that it melted so much! Wow, anyway so I will tell about the dance when I get home from it. Otherwise nothing else has been happening besides those messy rotten puppies. At first they were really cute when the got out because we thought they were smart, now it's just really annoying because we have to keeo putting them back and then we put them outside and then they whine and we let them in and we end up having to clean up after them anyway! But enough about puppies. I am reading this series of books about this girl who can stop time and hypnotize people and her adventures and I was about to read the next one in my possesion when I realized that I didn't have the third one! I was so dissappointed to find out that neither library in my area has it and that I have to order it even though I don't really want to! But oh well, so I am going to turn fourteen in about two weeks and I don't know what I want for my birthday. Something cool of course like home made videos or something like that. I guess I will have to look at some catalogues!

Sick again!

I am running a fever today! I was so tired today that I didn't get up until 10 o' clock and then I didn't get much done but o well...anyway so I am super excited to go to the New Year's dance but I'm afraid that my parents won't let me go because I am not quite fourteen. But I have to go because we are going to perform there too! We are going to have the best Swing routine ever! We have a ton of turns and a dip and a sausage-roll type thing but it's like a reverse sausage-roll! The coolest thing in the world! We have dips and everything even though it is just the bronze swing it still looks super professional!

:(

I am sick today but that does not mean I get the day off of school because since I go to an online school, no one can catch what I have so I don't have a reason to not do school. Which stinks because I really do not want to do school but o well. I wonder if you can post videos and stuff on here because my mom recorded the performance at the dance. I don't think she got a good picture of me all night! All of them were of my shoulder or the back of my head. But I got a good picture of my and Joseph but on a different camera and Romie and I got a good picture but that's on his camera so I can't really put that on here since I don't have his camera! Lol, if I can't put the performance on here I will put it on youtube and post the link here! I wonder if that will work...O well, so the puppies are growing up sooooo fast! I can not beleive that in just two weeks they will be ready to sell! I can't wait! They are starting to get on my nerves. always having to clean up after them! If we only had one or two it wouldn't be that hard but we have five and they make a huge mess! Whenever one of them gets out then the rest of them try to get out too because they don't want to get left behind! And then if Sabrika comes in they always go to nurse on her but we are trying to wean them! Not very easy unless we keep Sabrika outside! But I don't think that's fair to her so we aalways let her in!

School, school, and more school.

I am really disliking school right now but I should not complain because I do not actually focus ever on anything. Nothing exciting is happening in my life right now but I am excited for the New Year's dance that Sonia hosts every year at her dance studio and I am going to get my brother Taylor to ask Garet to come because then his parents might let him because it is a boy that's asking him and not me...anyway, I gave the puppies a bath today and they were sooooo funny! They didn't know what to do because they weren't used to it, during the whole bath they were shivering they're little heads off! It was so funny! I could not stop laughing at them! So finally I washed them and got them out and took them to the living room and set them in front of the fire and then I played with them a bit and I went and cleaned up their cage and let them nurse for about ten minutes (then Sabrika was done!) and put them back in their cage and they went to sleep and didn't wake up for a while after that! It's really easy to wear out a puppy! They get tired so fast! If you play with them even for five minutes then out them back they go right to sleep!! It is soooo cute and funny! So that's all for today, maybe if something exciting happens to me then I will pst something else. Then again nothing exciting ever happens to me! Lol not really. My life is full of surprises! *sarcastic*

The dance!!

Ok, so the dance was last night but there wasn't a whole lot of people there...but it was still super super fun! And guess what?? Joseph and Cason were there! And alot of the kids from Pocatello were there too! So as for the performance, my partner and I were following our teacher but then she did it wrong and so we did it wrong too! Man, it did not look professional at all! Anyway, the dance was sooooooo much fun!!!! I was so glad that I went! I almost decided not to go but then I did and it was alot of fun!!! Although I wish that Garet had been there but he wasn't. Back to the performance, one of our guys bailed cause he was sick. But then one of our guys who wasn't going to perform did and he took Romie's place so we were alright but now we don't know if the people who are doing dance this month are going to do it next month... :( The Polka was the funnest and I always dance the Polka with a girl so I danced it with Belle this time. Last time I danced it with Celeste. OMGoodness it was so funny and sad, but when Celeste was dancing the Cha-Cha with Brady, he turned her under and one of the straps on her dress broke so she borrowed mine and I borrowed Jency's which was sooooo cute it was long and yellow with like really thin straps but they weren't like spaghetti strps but they weren't cap sleeves either...but anyway so she had a yellow one and a pink one so Kathryn wore the pink one and I wore the yellow one and we looked so funny! Probably because we walked around together all night! Anyway, even if Garet had come I probably would have hung out with all the girls anyway, because the girls are soooo much more fun to be around! Guys talk about stupid video games and the girls talk about all the hot guys there! I was soooo glad that I got to be a girl in my performance! Last time we did a performance I had to play a guy! It stunk because I didn't know the guys part well enough and I kept messing up and wanting to do the girls part! So the fundraiser was a success and we earned enough money for at least one of us to go to Shakespeare Showdown. Although I had hoped we would have made more we made a good amont but then we had to pay for the building which was pretty expensive so anyway we ended up with not a whole lot of money but it was still way fun!! Besides I got to see Robert, Bret, Joseph, Cason, David and Romie again!! The girls all agree that they are like super-cute!! Well, except for Celeste, she only thinks that Bret, Cason, and Romie are cute she thinks that Joseph and David are HOTT!!!! And as for Robert, he's her brother! Lol, I love dances!!!

The dance again

Today we went to dance practice to practice for our performance and someone that I haven't seen in a very long time was there...Romie!! I was sooooo excited to see him! OMGoodness I love him! He is soooo funny! (I love him like a brother) He is the funniest kid ever! Anyway the dance is tomorrow night and I will fill you in when I get back!

The dance again

So I told you about the dance but one of the reasons that I was so excited to go was because a boy that I have only met online was going to go but then his parents said no and I was sooo sad! I was going to get all dressed up but now I have no one to get all dressed up for!

More school.

Here I am back from seminary and yet I am doing school again eventhough I really do not like to do school becasue I am always behind and there is never anything fun to do. But there are two subjects that I love and they are English and Art. I am in Honors English and it is sooooo much fun! I love my teacher! Her name is Mrs. Fitz and she is sooooo cool! I also have a friend on there and her name is Kira. She is the best! I do school online so we meet online in these things called elluminates and they are alot of fun!

Seminary and school

I am getting ready to go to seminary and even though I am not 14 yet I am going to be 14 next month and they made an exception. I know what you are thinking "If she is only 13 why is she a freshman in high school??" well the answer is that I skipped eighth grade because my mom thought that we would be taking a step backwards.

The dance!

The dance is this Friday and I am soooo excited! I will fill you in when I get home from it but it is going to be soooo much fun! I am going to perform the Cha-Cha and the Swing and the Waltz. I am so excited!

Puppies!

We have the cutest puppies! They just opened their eyes about five days ago and now are super adventurous! Their names are Iana (Ee-ann-uh), Anie (Au-nee), Sien (See-en), Kandine (Kin-dine), and Sckullar(Skuller). Sckullar is the most adventurous. We are going to keep Kandine. The whiniest is definately Iana! But we love her just the same.